今天的我

很多东西选了总会后悔，因为尝试了才知道结果不适合自己！
如过有梦想，而不尝试，永远它都是梦想，离你还是远远的～

现在的和现在的以后我都是不会很感慨，
因为都不是我要的～
我的梦想，我阔不阔好～
阔了，很多人会笑我浪费了时间，
不阔我就真的浪费了3年或更多～
阔了我真的会奋身，因为实在是太自由了，
我会真的尽我全力，好过现在吊儿郎当～
因为父母给予个自由有限，
我能做什么而不让他们反对我的选择，

因为我的梦想，朋友和家人都以为那永远都是一个梦
这让我有点退缩。
我的信心开始怀疑自己的本事，
为什么？
为什么都不给我信心～
我的生活，能让我自己选吗？

我要改变##

今天的我 KL

星期5，2.30pm放学就匆匆的赶去答巴士！岂料那屎傻人迟到，迟到多少就忘记了，金宝去Tapah半路的Mobil大油站在4.30pm才到！！他妈的浪费我的时间！！最特别的是竟然上车要我们填IC和名字！！？？？
整个路程我都是睡不着，因为我旁边那个巫裔小姐在听歌，用耳机的，可能是她的耳机太好了，要和我分享，整个路程都听到她听的歌～～
到了KL,当然是找人陪，就找了啊翘！！去KLCC逛～然后就进到了uniko，他看见了那one piece 的衣服，依依不舍～最后还是我从中捣乱，他买不成！！==
然后就LRT到了PJ想到去逛逛Amcorp Mall 岂料它正关着门 ,就只借借厕所就算了～然后我们两个就在Amcorp Mall 的门口坐在路障那聊天，聊到了差不多的时候，我就打给我的姨丈，在他那借宿～然后很好客的姨丈就来了～～真的很感谢我的姨丈一家人！！TT 每次没地方睡就找他很不好意思～他还带我们去布置人家的婚礼，让我们的旅程增添不少乐趣～回到他的家之前，我们去喝茶聊天了！！
回到了他的家我就带阿翘参观，然后介绍表哥给他认识！！我们还在basement玩的不亦乐乎！！
最后就上房间聊天，冲凉，聊天！！我和阿翘聊到了天昏地暗～聊到了2点am!就开始睡了！！
因为阿翘鼻鼾声！！ 我睡不着！在床上滚离开滚去，调冷气，滚来滚去，又调冷气滚到了差不多我朦胧的睡着了～
另外一天我们9点多起身！然后去Subway早餐！然后就去参加我们都不认识大家的婚礼！！
新娘很美，可是她的姐姐更美！！我们和姨丈一家就在那婚礼周转～然后就阿翘的大鱼出场～
又是一对恋人！！我们3个无相干的人，去人家的婚礼参观，然后就吃了人家免费的午餐，哈哈！！小弟无以回报，只有祝福他们了咯！！婚礼上我跟了那Rachel美女沟通了下,然后认识了个帅魔术师～然后就跑了！！
接下来就是小弟最臭的事！做人家的电灯泡一整天！逛这逛那！！ 逛到了4-5点就马上赶去和还没认识的小鱼会合，岂料一去到只见小鱼满脸通红流泪，因为我们迟到了miss了那趟巴士！我们三个当场当机，不知如何是好！！等小鱼没那么激动的时候已经是6点多了，阿翘就尽最大的努力，问她我们去吃好吗！
之后就是我电灯泡贡献自己的时候了，逗女性是小弟很乐意和在行的事～～
之后我们平稳了那情况并冰释前言，真正的认识了小鱼～是我当天最大的成就！！
送了她们上车，我们就回到KLcentral,搭11点的车回！！然后又聊天咯～～～

今天的我

今天我和我的死党谈天，谈谈大家的生活，自从云顶下来后我都觉得我们已经疏远了，但原来不是我们谈起来还和以前一样的开心没芥蒂什么都谈，谈到了大家的感情方面，我很羡慕他，至少他已经被对方接受了认可了，我什么都不是，什么关系我都自己搞不清楚。
也谈到了一些哲学，原来我还在原地踏步，我的死党都已经见过世面连说话都很有见地，突然觉得自己很可怜，因为我现在的圈子实在太小了～也不得不承认自己很可怜！
其中我学到了假的谎言 就是说我为了达到目的说了谎但那谎言并非假的因为待会儿我会去实行那谎言，假的谎言也可以说是真的，这只是程序上不一样罢了！很多谎言说了就算的，但为了不要说谎而去实行，我真的想不到什么词可以形容这情况只能用假的谎言来形容～

Customize and Skinning my laptop(Mozilla firefolks)

Mozilla firefolks is a multi-functionable web browser of course it will lag if too many addons
A simple browser mode
Youtuber-For a simple youtube downloader that i will always choose is the download helper for an instant download to your PC when watching the videos and downloading the data from the server .It provide also video converter and smart naming that solve the naming problem on the video.
Undo close tab-As what you see from the name of the add on ,and yep it is a add on about reopen the tab that  closed accidentally  ,it might save a lot of time from searching the history to find out the web page that accidentally close .
Double click close tab -Addon that unable double click to close the tab,it is  more convenient than to point on the small cross to close a tab.
Speed dial -is a page that unable a speedy access on the favourite web site , but before that user should set in the web site into the speed dial list .The speed dial provide the customize session too !It looks better~
Fastest fox -Get faster, parallelized downloads, see definitions, auto-load the next page, improve searching, and more. FastestFox will dramatically enhance your productivity!
Hard refresh -This is useful when you're developing a website and sometimes need to do a hard refresh to prevent retrieving the content from cache.

Customize and Skinning my laptop(Actual Spyware)

Actual spy Monitoring

Today i will introduce some hack software actually in term it is a spyware ,its name Actual Spy Keylogger ,
it can retrieve whatever you type in your computer or laptop it means that someone who type a password in you laptop or PC you can retrieve the password and even a diaries in blogger can make you a preview on it but only in text mode .There got some hardware too ,just simply put some USB or a small device before the keypad plug into CPU .Actual Spy is a software that observe the moment of keypad typing but it does not observe the log in screen .You can also make the software the admin to you only because it provide a password authentication session .Whoever type the password can execute the keylogger .Pros and Cons ,Pros is retrieve password that you might forget Cons is legality on it uses .Click here for free download .

Some setting description
Text log -
maximum size is the memory that allow to store inside your PC .Maximize it to avoid annoying popout window that ask to do something to refresh or some delete on the memory stored .
Clear log file when exceed maximum limit is to clear the date stored when the system found that there is no memory else to store the future text file .
Encrypt log file is to maintain the confidentiality of the data stored .
Concealment based program you can choose to hide it's existence in program's shortcut ,start menu ,add remove program and also the folder extension .Another user is hard to detect its existence .
Hotkey and password set to execute it better keep in safe ,to provide availability of the spyware .
You can run the software if the folder extension hided up with start menu >Run >actualspystart.

*take note this is a spyware and sure the anti-virus will detect it as a harm because it contain common spy programs*

今天的我

Previous days was the most tough day for me to pass
emo stressed unhappy so on ~
just skip about it dun repeat any thing that can bring back the unhappiness
and i just found something really weird holy destine that change my view of life

is my first semester first major subject